December 2009
Reality.
My friend died. Just like that. A message on aim. She passed away. It wasn’t expected, no one knew. She wasn’t here on Friday, vacation maybe. No she was in the hospital. She was my lab partner, sat next to each other. We were so excited when Mr. Simms pulled me first, because that meant I could choose my lab partner . We went to the library, got in trouble for laughing too loud, we...
Because I Love Her.
Katherine:
UR SOOOO CREEPY!!!!
CREPPER
CREEPER
CREEPY CREEPER
like a spider
The unknown distance to the great beyond Stares back at my grieving frame To cast my shadow by the holy sun My spirit moans with a sacred pain And it’s quiet now The universe is standing still
Every time you fall And every time you try Every foolish dream And every compromise Every word you spoke And everything you said Everything you left me rambles in my head
Freedom
8 hours more, and I can live freely, without hesitation, live for two weeks more than I ever have.
Embarrassment is a murderer.
Happiness was exploding from my chest, radiant smile, no one knew why I was so happy. But I was. I couldn’t contain my excitement, running my mouth like no other, pursuing the dreams and hopes bursting like fireworks in my brain. Caffeine seemed to rush through my veins as I tapped my feet, drummed on my chair, couldn’t stop moving, could never stop moving, just too happy. But...
Spilling Guts?
Me: oh god oh god i wud b so happy :) i dont even no how i wud contain myself if i found out he liked me
Katherine: haha u wouldn't lol ur guts would splash out everywhere. eww thats soo gross!!!
Me: HAHAHAH no no omfg i cant stop thinking about this. what if he does like me! ahh!
Katherine: then u wuldnt b able to contain urself! i bet he duz so get ready to not spill out everywhere
Sleep Clinic Expedition.
Today I am off to Stanford for the first meeting before my sleep clinic. Personally, I’m excited, since I’m going to get to see how crazy my brain is while I sleep. Mother and I will grab bagels and coffee for the road and head out. I get to miss yet another day of school! Yes! After the meeting, we are going Christmas shopping, at Stanford I guess. I need to buy white t-shirts for...
Ok Kathy...
Well I got a tumblr. Except I have no idea how to use it. But i catch on pretttty quick. You all are at a band concert, good thing I’m at home, doing nothing :)